Still awake... And in a blogging mood.

I'm sorry that I hurt you. I hope you don't think I don't care about you. Because I do. A lot. Which is why I had to break up with you. You deserve a girl that is completely in love with you, and doesn't have feelings for someone else.
Archy, thank you... For everything. Being there for me, still talking to me, and giving me chance after chance. I care about you so much and nothing is ever going to change that. I may act like I didn't miss you, but you were all I could think about for the past 2 weeks. I'm not going to give up until I can call you my boyfriend again. I love you.
Wednesday, fireworks! don't know where or when, but fireworks! Pretty lights! Yay! lol. Can't wait to jump Mickey tomorrow. He's doing so good =] I rode him on Sunday, after not riding for two weeks, so he way rather hyper. Hopefully he's gonna be calmer today. Working on my confidence in jumping. The jumps look so big! But Mickey flies over them <3
So... totally don't know what to talk about anymore... Fred is on shrooms is the best video on youtube. Fucking makes me laugh every time. Something you probably didn't know about me, I fucking hate my middle name... Joleen... Like how retarded is that right? I wish I could change it to May. Oh, and I'm getting corset piercings on one side. Then one day, when I have more money, I'll go get the other side done =] I'm so nervous. It's gonna hurt like a bitch. And what it they get ripped out? Fuck that would hurt. -sigh- Atleast it'll look kool XD
Uhm... so... yeah... -looks around- Fucking puppies are driving me crazy. They won't stop making noise! Now I know why Felina stays away from them as often as possible. "do the -facepalm- thing! or is -palmface-?" Hahahaha fucking good times. Fuck this table. You look like a mexican. I could talk for hours about pointless stuff. I should stop now. But I can't!
It's so hard to tell who you're real friends are when you just keep getting fucked over by them, or watch them fuck other people over. It sucks. Life's unfair. And I'm not as scared of death as I was before Kelly passed away. Holllyyy fuuuckkk I'm booored. I'd rather be working the sleeping right now. Chris Thompson, good luck at American Idol today =]